Cow's new friends

[Hermy]

http://justusboys.com/forum/showthre...16#post1020916

EDIT: Not work safe....and kinda icky.

[TK]

just us boys, huh?

HECK YES I'M ALL OVER THAT LINK!!!@#

[GotCrotty?]

Wow, I actually read that.

I am speechless.

[Black Dynamite]

just us boys, huh?

FUCK YES I'M ALL OVER THAT LINK!!!@#

ummmmm good luck.

[UncleCliffy]

YOU GOTTA BE FUCKING KIDDING ME??

[TK]

Alright, someone's going to have to copy and paste this, since that site MAY be blocked at my work.



not that i tried to open it

[UncleCliffy]

He has like 4 posts trying to "come out of the closet"

Sorry if there is already a thread for this type of question.

Thanks in advance.

~Cow


Thank you.

~Cow

Wow, you guys are great. I've really no one to talk to right now. Here's my dilema-

I've known (suspected) I was gay since I can remember. When the guys got ahold of porn in elementary school I was much more interested in looking at the buff guys than the girls they were supposedly showcasing. I was a little scared, and knew not to say anything, but I was pretty sure by the time I was 11.

Well, when I was 13 my 18 year old cousin moved in with us. We had to share a room, and after a couple months he began molesting me. My parents found out (I still to this day don't know how) after about 3 months of this, and had him arrested. Well they worried for me, and made me submit to Christian counciling, worring it would make me gay. I had to lie to my feelings and ensure my folks I had no after-effects from my cousin raping me.


Now I'm sure they're going to blame that incident for who I am. I'm friends with my cousin again and even fantacize about our encounters from time-to-time and I would hate to have them blame him for something when he didn't know any better. He's a great guy, and I'd like my parents permission for us to be together, but I'm just not sure how to convince them our feeling are natural.


You are right. I guess I used the wrong words to describe our "encounters" together. I just used the words that "they", meaning my parents and the counselors used. After all the time they spent trying to brainwash me into feeling that it was wrong I guess it kind of became the way I described it and made me feel even more alone in my feelings.

I have spent many years feeling guilty about this. At first I thought it was wrong, but I loved it so much when we were together. He was very gentle with me and he was not domineering towards me. That language is kind of what I would have said to the counselors to hide my shame. I know now that it was exactly what i wanted all the time. I really loved him.

Over the years my father has always made some pretty off color jokes about people like us to me. It made me feel even MORE different. I would always laugh really hard to hide my feelings. Deep down I knew that I was gay, but I didn't want to say anything to him or even try to talk to him about it.

I am just really scared about the whole thing because I have to let them know. They really have been great parents and I love them. I don't want to hurt them. I just want to begin my new life. I want to live with him and be with him. I do not want to hide it anymore, but I am really afraid of my parents disowning me.

Men are just so much more attractive to me. I love him and his body. Especially after all his time in prison. He was there for ME. We have kept in contact all these years and I am so happy to be around him now. I am truly in love with him. I am so gay it hurts.

Its probably some guy fucking with Cow. I couldn't imagine him signing up to one of these forums and giving some fucked up story about falling in love with his cousin.

[TK]

Is that supposed to be some dude that posts regularly at WRH?

[Unibomber]

What did I just read...

[Glenn]

Great, now your employer is going to block WTF from you, TK.