http://justusboys.com/forum/showthread.php?p=1020916#post1020916

EDIT: Not work safe....and kinda icky.

just us boys, huh?

HECK YES I'M ALL OVER THAT LINK!!!@#

Wow, I actually read that.

I am speechless.

just us boys, huh?

FUCK YES I'M ALL OVER THAT LINK!!!@#

ummmmm good luck. [smilie=anxious.gif]

YOU GOTTA BE FUCKING KIDDING ME??

Alright, someone's going to have to copy and paste this, since that site MAY be blocked at my work.



not that i tried to open it

He has like 4 posts trying to "come out of the closet"

Sorry if there is already a thread for this type of question.

Thanks in advance.

~Cow


Thank you.

~Cow

Wow, you guys are great. I've really no one to talk to right now. Here's my dilema-

I've known (suspected) I was gay since I can remember. When the guys got ahold of porn in elementary school I was much more interested in looking at the buff guys than the girls they were supposedly showcasing. I was a little scared, and knew not to say anything, but I was pretty sure by the time I was 11.

Well, when I was 13 my 18 year old cousin moved in with us. We had to share a room, and after a couple months he began molesting me. My parents found out (I still to this day don't know how) after about 3 months of this, and had him arrested. Well they worried for me, and made me submit to Christian counciling, worring it would make me gay. I had to lie to my feelings and ensure my folks I had no after-effects from my cousin raping me.


Now I'm sure they're going to blame that incident for who I am. I'm friends with my cousin again and even fantacize about our encounters from time-to-time and I would hate to have them blame him for something when he didn't know any better. He's a great guy, and I'd like my parents permission for us to be together, but I'm just not sure how to convince them our feeling are natural.


You are right. I guess I used the wrong words to describe our "encounters" together. I just used the words that "they", meaning my parents and the counselors used. After all the time they spent trying to brainwash me into feeling that it was wrong I guess it kind of became the way I described it and made me feel even more alone in my feelings.

I have spent many years feeling guilty about this. At first I thought it was wrong, but I loved it so much when we were together. He was very gentle with me and he was not domineering towards me. That language is kind of what I would have said to the counselors to hide my shame. I know now that it was exactly what i wanted all the time. I really loved him.

Over the years my father has always made some pretty off color jokes about people like us to me. It made me feel even MORE different. I would always laugh really hard to hide my feelings. Deep down I knew that I was gay, but I didn't want to say anything to him or even try to talk to him about it.

I am just really scared about the whole thing because I have to let them know. They really have been great parents and I love them. I don't want to hurt them. I just want to begin my new life. I want to live with him and be with him. I do not want to hide it anymore, but I am really afraid of my parents disowning me.

Men are just so much more attractive to me. I love him and his body. Especially after all his time in prison. He was there for ME. We have kept in contact all these years and I am so happy to be around him now. I am truly in love with him. I am so gay it hurts.

Its probably some guy fucking with Cow. I couldn't imagine him signing up to one of these forums and giving some fucked up story about falling in love with his cousin.

Is that supposed to be some dude that posts regularly at WRH?

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What did I just read... [smilie=anxious.gif]

Great, now your employer is going to block WTF from you, TK.

or its a ploy by Herm or someone he knows to really blaze him hard. either way funny yet gross. especially the last couple sentences.

if it is true, it might be a good thing for him. by far it must easier for him to get a man as opposed to claiming to have the ability to steal Kobe's bitch. [smilie=artist.gif]

Did I just read that? I'm in awe.

Anyways, here is a picture of Cow and his friends.

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The fuck is wrong with you??! -M1

I hope they all burn in hell.

Did I just read that? I'm in awe.

Anyways, here is a picture of Cow and his friends.

LINK REMOVED

BEWARE< DON'T OPEN AT WORK
VERY VERY BAD IF SOMEONE SEES OVER YOUR SHOULDER!



And you go to hell. I'm going to go poke my eyes out of my face now.
Fuck. [smilie=angryfire.g:

Yeah I didn't click on that one. It's hard enough trying to tell my parents what I was doing on "justusboys."

K Dawg, that is fucking disgusting.

If it was goatse assman - guy deserved instant IP banning. I pity the poor soul who has to see that. My eyes, my eyes...

i stop clicking links in here awhile ago. also im done clicking anymore of MOLA1's links. he's not a nice person.

i stop clicking links in here awhile ago. also im done clicking anymore of MOLA1's links. he's not a nice person.

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Was the link Kdawg posted as bad as the one Mola posted?

BTW, how come Cow has a Spurs sig over there and no pistons related stuff? Is he a traitor?

BTW, how come Cow has a Spurs sig over there and no pistons related stuff? Is he a traitor?

Yeah, a bit. Duncan is his favorite player and he's been a Spurs fan for a few years. I'm sure he was rooting for the Pistons in the finals, but his feeling werent hurt when the Spurs won.